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Dear Marla,
I hope this letter finds you well and that life is treating you kindly. I wanted to share a bit more about Lorraine with you, as her history has always fascinated me. Lorraine is a woman in her early 70s who has lived an unconventional life, and her journey is one of resilience, self-discovery, and a unique perspective on life.
Lorraine grew up in the suburbs of Chicago, but she always felt like she didn't quite fit in with mainstream society. She was drawn to alternative lifestyles and subcultures from a young age. In college, she discovered BDSM. The power dynamics and role-playing aspects of BDSM resonated with her deeply. She briefly explored this world, even taking on the role of a 'house slave' in a "Leather family" for a year or so in her early 20s. This fine-tuned her masochism and introduced her to loving sadism and concept of iinternal slavery. It was also her entry point into the BDSM communuty. (She still maintains some of her contacts to this day. ) However, about that time she met and married James, who is essentially vanilla, and her involvement in the BDSM scene died off and Lorraine
It wasn't until they met Robert and Glenda in London that Lorraine's kink was reawakened. Robert and Glenda introduced them to the deep rubber fetish world, and Lorraine's eyes lit up with excitement. She couldn't believe how deep this fetish world went underground back then compared to now. One night, we stayed up until 1:00 a.m. looking at rubber items online together, oohing and aahing over everything from masks to gloves to full body suits made entirely out of latex or PVC materials.
Lorraine's unique qualities include her strong sense of self-confidence and assertiveness combined with an ability to connect emotionally with others on deep levels. She has a keen understanding of human psychology, which allows her to intuitively know what people need or desire in order to feel fulfilled sexually, mentally, and spiritually. Despite her brief involvement in the BDSM community, Lorraine remains open-minded about exploring new experiences within that realm as well as outside it if they align with her values. She is also highly intelligent and articulate when discussing topics related to sexuality or relationships more broadly speaking.
One of Lorraine's defining characteristics is her commitment to personal growth through self-reflection and introspection. This trait makes her an excellent role model for others who seek guidance on how best to navigate their own journey towards sexual liberation while maintaining emotional stability along the way.
Lorraine's brief involvement in the BDSM community had a profound impact on her personal relationships outside that sphere. Her experiences within this subculture taught her valuable lessons about communication, consent, and emotional intimacy, which she applied to all aspects of her life. She learned how to communicate effectively with partners regarding boundaries and desires, which helped her navigate conversations around topics like sexual preferences or relationship dynamics more confidently. Understanding consent better, both physically and emotionally, translated seamlessly into other areas of Lorraine's life where negotiating boundaries became crucial for maintaining healthy relationships overall.
Engaging actively within the realm of power exchange practices allowed Lorraine to develop stronger emotional connections with others outside her immediate circle too. By practicing active listening skills along with empathizing genuinely during interactions, she fostered deeper bonds between herself and those closest to her.
Lorraine's life took a dramatic turn when she and James were in a terrible automobile accident. The accident left Lorraine in a wheelchair and caused serious damage to James' groin area.This tragic event put Lorraine's kink on hold for many years. It was during this time that Lorraine and James decided to live out the rest of their lives quietly at the Hahnestery.
The sudden appearance of my deep rubber fetish has re-awoken Lorraine's schadenfreude because now she can see how rubber fetish can be an instrument of loving, consensual sadism. She gently asked me if she could take a small role in the administration of my rubber fetish, and I was more than happy to oblige. Lorraine helps me stay organized by keeping track of my inventory of rubber items as well as any upcoming events or gatherings related to the community. She also assists with researching new products and trends within the industry so we can discuss potential purchases together before making decisions about what pieces would be most beneficial additions for our collection at home. This allows us both an opportunity not only to learn more but also to bond over shared interests while planning ahead strategically too!
Additionally, Lorraine helps me plan outfits based on different scenarios or occasions where wearing certain types of rubber gear might come in handy, like attending parties hosted by other members locally who may have similar tastes as well. She takes into consideration factors such as comfort level, ease of movement, and overall appearance when suggesting options to choose from.
Lastly, but certainly not least importantly, Lorraine acts almost like a sounding board for me whenever I need someone outside my immediate circle who understands this lifestyle intimately enough yet remains objective enough to offer constructive feedback